Karen woke up Saturday morning and it was still dark out. She had no idea what time it was but she was wide-awake. After all Mommy had put her to bed at eight thirty the night before. Right after she finished watching a childish DVD/
She
sat there in her crib and for some reason found herself searching for her
pacifier. Finding it she popped it in her mouth. At the same time she felt the
urge to pee, and as she easily released her urine into her diaper she realized
for the first time that it was already wet.
The
last thing Karen could remember from the night before was Mommy humming her a
lullaby as she nursed a bottle in her lap.
Karen
looked around and found a doll and her teddy bear. She sat them up in the crib
and looked at them. Why did she wish she had some of her other toys in the
crib.
Shake
it off Karen you are not a baby this is just for the weekend she thought to
herself. Karen then wondered how many weekends this would last before Janet
tired of her game.
Karen
also wondered what she could do about it. This was wrong and Karen new it but
then again what could she do.
Karen
nursed her pacifier and played with her two toys quietly for the next thirty or
forty minutes. Even though her blind was only slightly cracked she could tell
the sun was coming up. That’s when a whole new problem came up. Karen needed to
have a bowel movement.
Her
diaper was already getting cold and itchy. Just the same she did not want to
wake Mommy and she certainly did not want too poop her diaper. Then again she
wondered if Mommy would let her use the toilet anyway.
She
sat there trying not to think about the cramps for a few more minutes. She
found herself often changing positions too relieve the pressure and the cramps.
She also found herself passing some rather fowl gas. This was a sure sign for
Karen that she was going to poop soon.
Once
again she tried to move just as a cramp hit her. She attempted to pass a bit of
gas and filled her diaper with her wet mush. Once she started she could not
stop until she was finished. Between the smells, the feeling and the
realization of what she had just done the twenty five year old woman began to
sob.
Moments
later Mommy wearing her bathrobe entered the nursery.
“Good
morning baby whoaaaaaaaa somebody has been a busy baby.”
Hearing
this Karen really began to wail “whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa”
Mommy
held out her hands and Karen composed herself enough to let Mommy lift her from
the crib.
Holding
Karen out in front of her and showing incredible strength she carried her
straight to the tub and stood her up in it.
She
then removed her plastic pants and unpinned her diaper letting it plop in the
tub.
Mommy
then used the little hose to rinse off Karen’s quite messy behind. Then lifted
her out of the tub and had her set on the rug naked except for her t-shirt.
Mommy
then cleaned the tub and refilled it with a bubble bath. She left the bathroom
for a moment telling Karen to stay put. Then returned carrying a box of bath
toys.
She
dumped them in the water then checked the temperature, before lifting Karen
into the tub.
“Play
with your toys baby while Mommy washes your hair and bathes you.”
Karen
did as she was told fiddling with a rubber duck and a little boat while Mommy
shampooed and rinsed her hair with a nice cream rinse.
She
then sat about bathing every inch of Karen. Lifting her to her knees when it
came time for her privates. Once again as Mommy took her time washing her
privates Karen became aroused, and could tell by Mommies breathing she was as
well.
Just
the same before anything could happen Mommy helped her up and lifted her from
the tub. Then wrapped a towel around her and carried her too the changing
table.
Once
on the table Mommy went to work briskly drying her and her hair off. When Karen
was dry she told Karen to role over on her tummy.
Karen
was not sure why but did as she was told.
Before
that she felt Mommy lubing up her rectum with some Vaseline.
Karen
picked up her head and turned to look at Mommy.
“Its
ok baby Mommy is just checking her baby’s temperature we need to do that
everyday so Mommy will know if her baby is sick.”
Karen
turned away as Mommy was shaking down the thermometer right before inserting
it.
Karen
lay very still as Mommy held the thermometer in her butt for the full five
minutes. Mommy then removed it and used a baby wipe on the Vaseline. Karen
could not help it as she moaned, as Mommy was very thorough/
Mommy
then turned her over and put lots of lotion on her before pinning her into
another thick cloth diaper. Mommy then sat her on the floor in front of her
chair and brushed her hair dry.
“No
plastic pants this morning Mommy?”
“After
breakfast honey we are going out and I will put you in a disposable for our
outing. You will not be in this diaper that long.”
Karen’s
heart skipped a beat with the thought of going out. Just the same she bit her
tongue knowing complaining might get her another spanking.
When
her hair was dry Mommy carried her to the playpen and left her too play while
she tended to breakfast.
Janet
took a moment to have some toast and coffee, before fixing Karen’s breakfast.
Soon
Karen was strapped in her high chair and bibbed eating her breakfast. Mommy
spoon-fed her scrambled eggs. Then a jar of gerbers bananas and one of
apricots. Mommy played the airplane game to get Karen to eat it. The bananas
were not bad but the apricots were nasty thought Karen/
When
breakfast was finished Mommy wiped Karen’s messy face and hands then once again
put her in her playpen while she got dressed.
Karen
found herself playing with some building blocks and talking with a couple of
her dollies while she waited on Mommy. The truth was she was terrified where
was Mommy taking her. She already knew she would be diapered, what would she be
wearing.
Mommy
returned a few minutes later wearing some shorts and a top, with some tennis
shoes.
She
went into the kitchen and came out carrying a bottle of milk. She carried Karen
to the sofa then cradled her in her arms and insisted that Karen nurse her
morning bottle.
The
milk was very sweet and Karen took her time and tried to enjoy it. Knowing that
when it was finished she was going out. Mommy hummed a lullaby and rocked Karen
in her arms and to be honest Karen felt incredibly safe for the moment.
After
a while and having finished about three quarters of her bottle Karen could not
drink anymore, her tummy was just too full. Mommy smiled at her put a cloth
diaper over her shoulder then lifted Karen up and burped her. It took a while
with Mommy patting her back, but Karen indeed burped, twice.
Soon
Karen was in the nursery back on the changing table. That’s when she got her
next surprise Mommy had removed her cloth diaper. Karen noticed the yellow
stain on it and that Mommy was using a wipe on her diaper area.
The
problem was Karen could not remember using it. Soon Mommy slid a disposable
diaper under her with baby toons on the front of it, and after some powder that
made Karen sneeze taped it shut.
Mommy
then put a yellow t-shirt and some yellow bibbed short alls on Karen with a
snap crotch. Karen found herself looking hard too see if the snaps were
noticeable, they were not.
Mommy
put some yellow socks and white tennis shoes on Karen. Karen wondered how
everything fit so well.
Soon
Mommy was fixing her hair in pigtails and tying yellow bows with ribbon around
them. She then used another piece of yellow ribbon to pin a yellow pacifier to
her short alls.
Karen
then watched as Mommy packed a diaper bag, she took it too the kitchen to
finish leaving Karen to play in the nursery.
Mommy
came back in carrying the diaper bag and her purse and held out her hand too
Karen.
Sucking
her pacifier with a passion, Karen took Mommies hand as Mommy led her out to
the garage thru the kitchen.
Soon
Karen found herself strapped in a brand new car seat in the back seat of
Mommies Mercedes.
“Where
are we going Mommy?”
“That’s
a surprise baby you don’t want Mommy to ruin it do you? There is a coloring
book and some crayons in the map pocket play with those baby.”
Karen
reached for the coloring book. She smiled; as it was a Winnie the Pooh coloring
books her favorite from her real childhood.
Before
long she was coloring away, and sucking on her pacifier.
They
had been driving for about forty-five minutes when Karen saw where they were
going. It appeared to be a zoo, a rather large one thought Karen.
Karen
had another problem she had just wet her diaper. This time she knew she was
doing it but could not hold it any longer. Really what was the point she
thought?
As
Mommy parked the car Karen spoke up.
“Mommy
I need a new diaper what are we going to do about that?”
“Mommy
will take care of it baby.”
Before
Karen realized what was happening Mommy helped her out of her car seat then
laid her down on the remaining back seat and began changing her.
Mommy
had the door open and people were everywhere but Mommy did not seem to be in a
hurry at all. Karen thought she was going to die.
Once
changed and her short alls snapped back up. Mommy helped her out of the car grabbed
her purse and diaper bag and they were off.
Karen
seeing all these people wanted to run and hide. She also wanted to rip the
pacifier from its ribbon. The truth was she was too nervous too take it out of
her mouth.
“One
adult and one child please?” Mommy said when they got too the ticket window.
“There
you go Ma’am you and your little girl have fun. Do you want a stroller for the
little one it’s a long walk around this Zoo?"
Karen
was screaming too herself in silence. No no no.
“Yes
I do how much do I owe you for that?”
Mommy
paid for the stroller and the man even adjusted it up a little so Karen’s feet
would not be touching the ground.
Soon
they were off looking at all the animals.
They
visited every site in the zoo before noon. When ever Karen had a hard time
seeing. Mommy would lift her from her stroller and hold her up too see.
When
they got to the lions Mommy put her on her shoulders. She even left her there
for a while and just drug the stroller along.
To
Karen’s surprise she was having fun and was no longer embarrassed after all
know one had said a word.
Having
seen all the animals Mommy said it was time too choose where they wanted to eat
lunch.
She
then noticed the family restrooms. Mommy unsnapped a couple snaps on Karen’s
short alls and checked her diaper it was quite damp. She then pushed the
stroller into the family restroom and waited in line for a changing table.
Karen
was in line right behind a pair of twin three year olds a little boy and girl.
Karen suddenly was very embarrassed again and could hardly breathe.
Just
the same when it was her turn. Mommy lifted her out of the stroller and laid
her down on the changing table.
Karen
clamped her eyes shut having seen a girl about her age holding a small baby
standing behind them.
“That
sure is a cute little girl you have their ma’am is she not a little old for
diapers?”
“Yes
dear she is, I have had a horrible time potty training her. Just the same she
is my angel.”
While
this conversation was taking place her eyes still clamped shut Mommy was
exposing Karen to the world and changing her diaper.
“How
old is your little girl she is so cute.”
“Oh
just seven months ma’am she is teething and giving me fits.”
Soon
Karen heard her shot alls being snapped closed and opened her eyes.
“Say
Hi to the nice lady baby.”
“Hi
how are you Ma’am.”
Mommy
then picked Karen up and put her back in her stroller. Before saying her
goodbyes to the other girl.
Of
course she insisted Karen wave as they left.
That
done with Mommy took Karen to the zoo restaurant where they both had a burger
and fries for lunch. Naturally Mommy bibbed her and cut up her hamburger to
finger food. She also had the waitress put her coke in a sippy cup from the
diaper bag.
Mommy
then took Karen to the park. She stopped the stroller then pulled a small
blanket out of the diaper bag and spread it out.
She
then lifted Karen from the stroller. She let her stand for a moment while Mommy
retried her bottle from the small cooler in the diaper bag and patted her lap.
“Time
for your nap baby.”
Karen
once again found herself in Mommies arms nursing her nap bottle. The truth was
Karen was a bit tired, even thought she had hardly walked a step. Maybe it was
just the stress of the whole ordeal. What ever reason Karen having finished
about two thirds of her bottle was sound asleep.
Karen
was not too sure how long she had been sleeping. When she woke up. The first
thing she noticed was her diaper was soaked. Mommy was lying down beside her
and still sleeping.
Karen
knew better than to wonder off. She got up and walked to her diaper bag and
pulled the barbi doll out that she had saw Mommy pack.
Karen
sat there and played with her Barbie for a few minutes quietly while Mommy
slept.
When
Mommy woke up she smiled when she saw Karen just sitting there playing with her
doll.
“Honey
I am sorry I did not mean to fall asleep why did you not wake Mommy?”
“Well
Mommy you been doing all the work pushing my stroller I thought you needed some
rest. So what’s next Mommy?”
“Well
baby they have a wonderful playground just over there I thought maybe you would
enjoy. But I bet you need a new diaper first.”
“Yes
Mommy but its pretty far back to the family restroom.”
“Oh
honey I will just change you right here on the blanket I have seen lots of Mommies
change their babies here?”
Karen
once again thought she would die as Mommy laid her down on the blanket and
changed her. People walked by but again no one seemed to notice or said a word.
Mommy
then pushed the Karen in her stroller over to the playground. She did leave
Karen sitting in her stroller while she stopped at a regular restroom to take
care of her business.
Karen
was just sitting there sucking on her pacifier, fiddling with her doll when two
boys about ten came walking up.
“Look
at the big baby in the stroller Mike she looks to be almost our age.”
“Yeah
Jimmy and look that’s a diaper bag like my little sisters. Is the big baby
wearing a diaper?”
Karen
was terrified and did not know what to do or say.
One
of the boys stepped forward “Goochy goochy goo he said as he stroked her chin.
Karen
just started to bawl.
Just
as she did Mommy came out of the restroom.
“Are
you boys bothering my baby?”
“That
aint no baby lady that’s some sort of a freak. Hey everyone look at the freak”
Karen
kept crying bawling her eyes out at the top of her lungs.
The
other little boy spoke up.
“Yeah
she sure cries like a baby the big freak.”
“Both
you little bastards are going to be crying when I get my hands on you.”
As
Janet stepped towards them both boys took off running as fast as they could.
Seeing
this Karen stopped crying.
“I
am so sorry baby I am sorry Mommy had too leave you.”
“Sorry
your sorry, fire me if you want but its over now take me the fuck home Janet I
have had all I can take.”
“Owieeeeeeeee
owwwwwwwwwwww owieeeeee Mommy me sorry me so sorry owieeeeeeee owieeeeeee
owwwwwwwwww. Me be good baby owwwwwwwwwww please Mommy
owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.”
Janet
had simply pushed the stroller back to the gate picked Karen up and carried her
to the car. Where she sat down in the front seat and pulled Karen over her lap.
“Is
Mommy going to hear anymore of that nasty mouth.”
“No
Mommy I am so sorry whaaaaaaaaaaa whannnnnn.
Janet
took time to put a new diaper on Karen before strapping her in the car seat and
heading home.
Karen
sucked on her pacifier and sniffled. For the first time she realized she had no
choice one-way or the other. The thing she did not understand was why she was
so sad she did not get to play in the playground.
Mommy
did not say a word as she hit the freeway towards home.